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DES, Nazis, and American Industrialists

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DES is a synthetic estrogen-like compound developed in 1938 by English chemist Charles Dodd. German chemists under the employ of the Nazis were able to synthesize DES cheaply and easily from coal tar and used it to fatten livestock. There was a problem, however. The young boys who cared for the livestock, and thus were exposed to the chemical, developed swollen and painful breasts, a condition now called gynecomastia. This would be one of many indications that perhaps the drug was not as safe as proclaimed. The German solution to avoid this side effect was to have women care for the animals because they had breasts already, after all. An American scientist in the employ of several American industrial interests and with ties to German researchers during and after the war, concurred:

A drug effect of interest in relation to industrial hygiene is that of DES, the manufacture of which only female workers are employed, because untoward effects induced in males by the absorption of this material in the course of a day’s work. Boys develop a mammary swelling with such severe pain and pressure of a shirt cannot be endured. On the discontinuance of exposure the condition subsides spontaneously within a week or two. No sequelae have been reported and no abnormalities of the testes have been seen. On the other hand, older males develop some atrophy of the testes and some apparently temporary loss of sexual potency. This condition is said to have been cured by the administration of androsterone. Exposed women had no nausea or menstrual abnormalities.” The Secret History of the War on Cancer, pp 90.

Despite the early indicator that DES might not be safe, and without any other testing beyond the basic toxicology to determine lethality, it was approved by the FDA in 1941 for vaginitis and as an early hormone replacement therapy for menopausal women. It was later approved a variety of low estrogen indications. In 1947, the FDA approved its use in pregnant women with a history of miscarriage. DES had been used off-label for miscarriage prevention since the early 1940s, despite the fact that little evidence supported its use and animal studies indicated clear carcinogenic and congenital reproductive abnormalities in the offspring. Indeed, years before the development of DES, the relationship between synthetic hormones and several forms of cancer, were recognized. Nevertheless, the promise of pharmaceutical industry profit overrode any potential long term consequences of the drug.

After 10 years of widespread use and marketing, a double-blind, placebo-controlled study on the efficacy of DES was finally conducted. As one might expect, it was found ineffective in preventing miscarriage. In fact, women on DES had a higher risk of miscarriage. Later studies in the 1960s began detailing the adverse effects this drug. Nevertheless, despite mounting evidence of the dangers of diethylstilbestrol, it remained on the market and widely used through the early 1970s in the US and into the 1980s in some European countries. In the US alone, it is estimated that some 5-10 million women and their children were exposed to DES. Because the compound was never patented, 287 drug companies sold DES under a multitude of brands  and for an array of low-estrogen conditions.

Two decades after both the Germans and the English recognized that DES caused gynecomastia in the male farm hands, US reports of gynecomastia and sterility in US poultry workers were evident. As a result, the FDA banned it for use in poultry under the newly enacted Delaney Clause to the FDA 1958. It would be another 13 years before DES was banned during pregnancy and 20 years before DES was banned in cattle. That means that neither the evidence that DES was ineffective in the prevention of miscarriage but may actually increase risk, nor the evidence of congenital abnormalities and cross-generation cancer risks were sufficiently troubling to initiate its ban. DES was finally banned for use in cattle until 1979. It would be years after before it was removed from the food chain (if it even is now). “In 1980, half a million cattle from one hundred and fifty-six feedlots in eighteen states were found with illegal DES implants.” Even upon FDA’s decision to withdraw its approval of DES in cattle and feed, it did so on grounds of the procedural non-compliance of the manufacturers, while simultaneously maintaining the safety of DES, “because there is no evidence of a public health hazard.” Even now, despite its clear carcinogenic and teratogenic risks, it is still used in veterinary care.

DES represents just one of many pharmaceuticals marketed as safe upon the flimsiest of measures. It was a known carcinogen before its approval. By 1939, 40 papers had been published detailing its carcinogenic activity. Unfortunately, they were countered heavily by industrial interests with some 257 papers published within the proceeding two years touting its benefits. As is the case today, the influence of advertising to skew public opinion, whether the medical public or lay public, was intense and ultimately successful. Even though the evidence suggesting DES prevented miscarriage was highly controvertible, it was approved by the FDA and adopted wholeheartedly by the medical industry. Even when it was proven ineffective at preventing miscarriage in 1953, it was still prescribed regularly.

“…doctors continued to widely prescribe DES in normal pregnancies like ‘vitamins’ or ‘a little extra insurance.’ They continued because of the highly aggressive sales tactics of pharmaceutical representatives and because it was widely advertised in medical journals and the popular press. Influenced by the advertisements, and in their desperate desire to avoid miscarriages, women demanded DES.”

It was not until 1971, that the FDA finally recognized the risks. DES, like thalidomide, DDT, and other chemicals developed during this period, are often viewed through the lens of history as representative of a bygone era, when science and technology were yet nascent endeavors. I would argue that is incorrect. While it is true that science and technology have advanced significantly in recent decades, what remains steadfast are the cultural and monetary conflicts that motivate and define what is accepted as true in this field; and sadly, what is accepted as true is whatever industry tells us.

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Maternal DES and Male Sexual Development

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In the course of trying to figure out why I have certain symptoms normally associated with intersex conditions, but do not fit the criteria for any of the conventional genetic causes of intersex, I have stumbled across what appears to be a gigantic medical and pharmaceutical industry disaster that has been quietly unfolding ever since WWII. This post is my latest attempt to bring the problem to wider public attention.

DES: A Hormone for Every Ailment

In the years during and immediately after WWII, rapid advances in chemistry suddenly made it possible to produce man-made versions of many of the hormones that occur naturally in the human body. Hormones control a wide range of biological processes involved in the day to day running of the human body, and are also key drivers of the development and maintenance of masculine and feminine attributes.

Doctors and the pharmaceutical industry quickly realised that hormones had tremendous potential as medicines, and they were rushed to market with comparatively little safety testing, and even in spite of clear evidence of harm during what animal experiments were performed.

The earliest of these substances was an artificial estrogen called diethylstilbestrol (or DES). DES was developed by a team of chemists in the UK in 1938. It is a completely man-made substance that has a chemical structure unrelated to naturally occurring estrogens. Nonetheless, the DES molecule has a similar shape to natural estrogen molecules, binds really well to estrogen receptors and acts as an extremely potent estrogen (one of the most powerful ever developed). Furthermore, it is active when taken by mouth, and it is comparatively easy to synthesize, so can be manufactured in bulk very cheaply. DES had all the right characteristics to become a blockbuster drug.

Because it was developed using public funds, DES was never patented. The people who developed it hoped that, by making the secret of its manufacture freely available, it would make a low cost source of estrogen available to women who needed it. However, US pharmaceutical giant Eli Lilly spotted a moneymaking opportunity, and quickly made DES their own, becoming the main manufacturer and distributor of the drug worldwide throughout the time it was used as a medicine

With this new drug in their armory, Lilly needed to find uses for it. One of the first uses they came up with was in pregnancy, as a treatment for preventing miscarriages and premature births. Their theory was that one main cause of miscarriage was inadequate hormone production, and that by supplementing a woman’s own hormones with DES, she would be less likely to miscarry. Never mind that the animal research showed no reduction in miscarriages,

“Dodds was always against the automatic prescribing of estrogen for any reason. He was sickened when he first heard about the work of Dr Karl John Karnaky in Houston, the first to use DES widely to “prevent miscarriages”. Dodds sent Karnaky a study that he himself had performed, showing that in rabbits and rats, the drug caused miscarriages.” (p37 of Barbara Seaman’s “The Greatest Experiment”)

More importantly, there was a whole series of experiments carried out between 1938 and 1941 at Chicago’s Northwestern University (here, here, here) showing that DES causes female development in male rat fetuses!  

Consequences of Maternal DES

Undeterred, Eli Lilly pressed ahead, and through an aggressive marketing campaign and with a bit of arm twisting at the FDA, soon had DES licensed as a wonder drug for preventing miscarriages. Between 1940 and about 1980 (by which time it had largely been withdrawn from use as a miscarriage preventative), DES was used in somewhere in the region of 10 million pregnancies worldwide . In the US, it is estimated that 4.8 million children were exposed prior to 1971 when the FDA withdrew its approval, although doctors continued to use it off-label for several years after (p14 “DES Voices”, Pat Cody).

“It is estimated that DES was prescribed to between 2 and 10 million pregnant women world-wide as pills, injections, suppositories, and creams to prevent miscarriage between 1947–1971 … The exact number of women/fetuses prenatally-exposed to DES world-wide is unknown (IARC 2012). The majority of reports of DES use are from the U.S. where it is believed that between the 1940s and 1970s, 5 to 10 million people either consumed DES during pregnancy or experienced in utero exposures (IARC 2012). DES use was also popular in Europe and Australia, and like the U.S., many women did not know that they were taking DES. Therefore, estimated numbers of people reporting exposure during pregnancy or in utero are around 300,000 in the United Kingdom and 200,000 in France (Harris and Waring 2012).”

DES Daughters

The “DES daughters” from those pregnancies have since been acknowledged to have suffered all kinds of problems as a result of their exposure, including: very high rates of several kinds of cancer; infertility; abnormalities of their internal reproductive organs; several times greater risk of miscarriage and ectopic pregnancies; and various other health problems, including autoimmune disorders, osteopenia, degenerative disc disease, endometriosis, premature menopause, the list goes on and on. Everyone I have talked to who was prenatally exposed to DES seems to have health problems of one kind or another attributable to their exposure.

DES Sons

In contrast with the daughters, the official line has always been that the “DES sons” suffered virtually no ill effects as a result of their exposure. Based on what I’ve seen since first finding out about DES in 2011, that is not true at all, and in fact what it has done to us is exactly the same thing it did to the rats at Chicago’s Northwestern University: it caused us to develop as female instead of male during the time it was being administered.

Under the standard dosing schedule, increasing doses of DES was given to women with doses of across pregnancy reaching a 125mg in the last month of pregnancy (Physician’s Desk Reference, 1953). As a result of this graduated hormone exposure, we might expect relatively normal male development during the first trimester, but predominantly female development during the second and third trimesters. The first trimester is when genital takes place and physical sexual attributes develop. During the second and third trimesters, the main things still ongoing as far as development is concerned, is brain development. With this graduated dose of synthetic estrogens, we would expect relatively normal genital development although there is emerging evidence of alterations here too, but feminized brain development. In other words, with DES sons, we see a person who looks male but whose brain has predominantly or overwhelmingly, in a fair number of cases it seems, developed as female. The way this tends to manifest itself later in life is as a person who everyone regards as male, but who has a strong inner sense of being a woman.

Other common effects associated with DES exposure in males include subfertility or infertility, and hypogonadism (chronic below normal male testosterone production). I suspect this may also be a big risk factor for testicular cancer, however, this is unproven. All the genuine research into DES effects on males appears to have been discontinued by about 1980, and the total number of people studied is too small to assess cancer risk.

In Utero Synthetic Progestins

DES isn’t the only man-made hormone with gender bending properties to have seen widespread use during pregnancy. There is a class of hormones called progestins (which are all man-made versions of the hormone progesterone), that have also seen extensive use for miscarriage prevention. The first progestins were actually derivatives of testosterone. Although they act more like progesterone in adult women, in female fetuses they turned out to act more like testosterone. Female babies who had partially developed as male were being born throughout the 1950s as a result of progestin exposure. I have found a number of papers all published around 1960 reporting on cases of “progestin induced virilization”, so that appears to be when the medical community first realized there was a problem with these drugs. How long these androgenic progestins continued beyond this point I don’t know, nor do I know how many pregnancies they were used in in total. However, in her book “DES: The Complete Story”, the author, Cynthia Laitman, describes how she was given an androgenizing progestin alongside DES during her pregnancy in 1969, so it appears these gender bending drugs were being used throughout the 1960s too.

Unlike DES, progestins were never withdrawn. They are the main ingredient in birth control pills and other forms of hormonal contraception, and taken by several hundred million women every day for contraception. In fact some progestin formulations are still used for miscarriage prevention (allegedly these are non-androgenizing types of progestin, however, I think there’s a big risk they could be inducing female brain development in male babies).

In the course of trying to find out about the effects of DES on the unborn child, I came across a group of people whose babies were harmed by another hormone-based medicine, a drug called Primodos (marketed as Duogynon in Germany). A similar drug, called Gestest, was marketed in the United States. Here, the exposure occurred very early in the pregnancy, during the time organogenesis and limb development is taking place in the fetus, and before the process of sexual development is underway. As a result, the main effects have been severe, thalidomide like disabilities rather than abnormalities of sexual development (although, at least one member of their Facebook group had a Primodos exposed brother who was trans identified).

As with DES and the androgenizing progestins debacles, the pharmaceutical industry has been given a free pass by the governments of the countries involved, and the whole thing swept under the rug. An important fact about Primodos is that it contains exactly the same hormones as are used in birth control pills, the only difference being that the dose is higher.

A third group of people I’ve come across whose lives have been blighted by prenatal exposure to synthetic hormones, are in Hhorages France . The main issue this group is trying to highlight is that many of their hormone exposed children later committed suicide or developed serious psychiatric illnesses (although reading some of their published research, it appears that many of the children have intersex related abnormalities too).

My hope is that by alerting people to the harm so many have suffered as a result of being exposed in the womb to medically prescribed hormones, I can help to prevent such exposures from taking place in the future. I am also hoping this post and my Facebook page, Protect the unborn child from synthetic hormones, will help gain greater public acceptance for the transgender community; a much maligned group of people who, through no fault of their own, were born with brains that do not properly match their biological sex.

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Hormone Treatment During Pregnancy and Gender Variance in Later Life

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For as long as I can remember, I’ve always had an unusual partially feminine gender identity, but until recently I never consciously acknowledged it. Then, a couple of years ago I realised that, although at a conscious level I identify as male, my body language, my pattern of arousal and orgasm, and my instinctive social behaviour are all very much more like what you’d typically see in a woman rather than a man. In addition, I appear to be suffering from secondary hypogonadism (i.e. my brain regions that control hormones aren’t working correctly), and I have a “eunuchoid” body structure, which indicates that my testosterone production has been below normal all my life.

Is Being Transgendered Just One of Those Things?

Although it never became my career, as a student I excelled at both chemistry and biology, and I’ve retained an amateur interest in the sciences ever since. Most people seem to assume that being transgendered is “just one of those things”, but I resolved to use that background in science to try and figure out whether there was an actual physical explanation for it. Accordingly, I tried to discover as much as I could about sexual development in the unborn child, and the kinds of things that can go wrong with that process.

Sexual Blueprints

Our sex-determining chromosome, the Y chromosome, is far smaller than any of our other chromosome and only has a few dozen functional genes on it. Basically all the Y chromosome does is to tell your undifferentiated gonads to turn into testicles (without it they’ll turn into ovaries instead). All of the genetic blueprints for actually building a male or female body are located elsewhere in your genome, so everyone has the full set of instructions for both sexes.

By default the “female” instructions are what get followed during fetal development, but if there’s testosterone present, the “male” instructions will be followed instead. Ordinarily this system works quite well, and you’ll develop as one sex throughout the pregnancy (which one depending on whether you have testicles churning out testosterone or not).

An Endocrine Disruptor

What appears to have happened in my case is that the pregnancy was no different from that of any other male baby, except that partway through the second trimester, something catastrophic happened that severely disrupted my endocrine system, so that for a few weeks I wasn’t producing any testosterone. Following that, my endocrine system recovered and everything went back to normal for the remainder of the pregnancy. The result is that I was built using the instructions for male development for most of the pregnancy, but during the time I wasn’t producing any testosterone, the instructions for female development were followed instead. That seems to have happened after all my physical development had completed, but very early in the process of wiring up my brain’s permanent structure (all the things that are affected seem to be associated with evolutionarily ancient parts of the brain, which points to the period of female development having happened early on in the process of wiring up my brain).

Based on when genital development takes place and when the process of building the permanent structure of the brain begins, I was able to work out that whatever it was must have happened somewhere around 16 or 17 weeks after conception, at or very soon after the time my mother would have first felt me moving inside her. Knowing what she was like when I was younger, my immediate thought was that she must have had a depressive episode, decided that she couldn’t cope with another child so soon after the first, and taken an overdose of something in an attempt to bring on a miscarriage.

A DIY Abortion That Didn’t Take

A bit of snooping on maternity forums soon revealed that the first thing most unhappily pregnant women contemplating a DIY abortion seem to think of is an overdose of contraceptive pills. I was able to subsequently confirm that my parents were using birth control pills for contraception at the time – the high dosage first generation ones. There was also something otherwise completely inexplicable that happened later in my childhood, which makes me think she must have been hiding a guilty secret along those lines.

My mother passed away in 2010, and in a way I’m glad that happened before I discovered any of this, because I would have been angry with her and she didn’t deserve that. She did her best to be a good mother to me and to all her other children, and I don’t hold her responsible in any way for what happened. I can’t blame my father either. He lost 3 brothers during his childhood and then his first wife died on their honeymoon, so I can understand why he became so obsessed with the idea of having a large family.

Brain Sexual Identity and DES

One further thing that made me think an exposure to artificial female hormones is the cause of my conditions was reading in the book “Brain Sex” about a pattern of behaviour commonly shown by teenage boys whose mothers were given treatment with a drug called diethylstilbestrol or DES in an attempt to prevent miscarriage . The boys in the study were typically very shy, socially withdrawn, had low self esteem, were regarded as sissies, bullied, ostracised by their peers, with no ability to fight back when attacked and no interest in sport. The authors of the book described it as “feminized behaviour”, and my teenage years matched it so closely it could have come straight out of my school report!

The main hormonal component of the contraceptive pills my parents were using is norethisterone acetate, a progestin, whereas DES is an estrogen. What estrogens and progestins both have in common is that they are female hormone derivatives, and are basically completely incompatible with masculinity. Both types of hormone have the ability to disrupt testicular hormone production at quite modest doses, well below those commonly used for medical treatment for women.

DES was for many years used to chemically castrate men suffering from hormone-sensitive prostate cancer, while progestins are commonly used for chemical castration of sex offenders and transsexuals. If they also suppress testosterone in a male fetus, then any use of them during a pregnancy of a male child carries a risk of creating a baby who developed as the wrong sex for part of the pregnancy. This is what I think happened to me, and to the DES sons.

For nearly two years I’ve been trying to find out as much as I can about DES sons, reading their personal accounts of how they’ve been affected and chatting with them online. Among the ones I’ve had contact with or whose life stories I’ve read, there seems to be a very high incidence of both intersex-related genital abnormalities and gender dysphoria. As a group they seem to commonly experience many of the same problems I have (a genital abnormality, feminized behaviour as a teenager, low testosterone and problems with hormones, gender variance). The key difference is that on the whole they seem to be far more psychologically female than I am (which is exactly what you’d expect, considering that their exposure was for a much larger part of the pregnancy than mine). I think it’s quite likely that for most of them, their testosterone production was completely suppressed and they were developing as female throughout the time their mothers were on the drug!

DES and all other estrogens were withdrawn from use in pregnancy 30 years ago, however, treatments for prevention of miscarriage, based on progestins rather than estrogens, continue to be used to the present day. One of these involves a progestin called hydroxyprogesterone caproate, given as a weekly intramuscular injection of either 250mg or 500mg, starting 16 weeks into the pregnancy – just around the time I think my hormone exposure occurred. The difference is that this treatment continues to be administered for the remainder of the pregnancy. If this drug does suppress testosterone production in a male fetus, then it’s hard to imagine a treatment better suited to creating as baby with a male body but a female brain! I’m fairly sure that if you gave an adult man 250mg per week of this drug, his testosterone production would be seriously impaired. Why wouldn’t the same happen to a male fetus?

Females Affected Too

In this article, I’ve only been looking at the effects of artificial sex hormones on a male fetus, however it’s likely that, under the right circumstances, a female fetus could be affected too. This could happen if the external hormone mimics the action of testosterone (e.g.progestin induced virilization), or if it disrupts endogenous hormone production in a way that causes excessive androgens to be produced (hyperandrogenism).

Postscript: This article was published previously September 2013. 

Surviving Inborn Errors of Metabolism with Diet: Multiple Acyl CoA Dehydrogenase Deficiency

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For DES Daughters, Conception and Pregnancy Are Difficult

My first pregnancy, now 30 years back, was difficult. I am a DES daughter and after years of trying to conceive naturally, we tried in-vitro fertilization (IVF), which was pretty new at the time. The first IVF attempt led to a miscarriage. The second IVF attempt was successful and I gave birth to triplets. The pregnancy was difficult. I was on bed rest throughout the pregnancy and in hospital from week 26 through 30 when the babies were born prematurely. Although they were preemies and had to stay in the NICU for five weeks before coming home, they had few problems once they were home. They were all good nursers after they developed the sucking reflex at about thirty two weeks of age – two weeks after delivery. I nursed all three of them for the first six months and when they went onto solids they were great eaters.

A Miracle Baby but Something Was Wrong

Fast forward eight years, I became pregnant naturally. Something I NEVER in the world expected. This baby was such a miracle. To my surprise, the pregnancy was normal. I delivered what appeared to be a healthy baby boy via c-section. Early on, however, it became obvious that something was wrong.

My son, Austen had no interest in breast feeding and although the nurses said it was not an uncommon thing for a baby not to eat for the first few days. I remember being very concerned about his crying. Since, I had c-section, I stayed on at the hospital to get back on my feet. Austen wailed like only a hungry baby could. When he was taken from my room so I could get some rest, I could hear his cries in the little nursery down the hall, louder than all the others. The second day was like the first. Now I was worried. The staff seemed indifferent. He still wouldn’t eat and he was clearly unhappy.

That evening lying next to my bed in his little bassinet, his wailing forced me to get out of my bed to pick him up. The nurses were all busy and because it was a Friday there were a lot of visitors, noise, and rejoicing the birth of all the new babies.

Once I got Austen settled in my arms and I was comfortable, I tried once again to nurse him. Nothing. His crying turned to a sound that a little kitten would make. The light was low and I held him and tried to soothe my sweet little man. I don’t know if I fell asleep or we both became one again and my breaths were his and finally he was at peace. Suddenly my dream turned into a nightmare. I stroked his head and it was cold. I called his name and he didn’t move. I screamed at the top of my lungs for help and my baby didn’t flinch. I recall screaming forever until the room was full of people and lights and the hallway was silent. Austen was a strange blue color. They took him away and I knew he was dead and I still kept screaming.

My writer’s block is kicking in. This is where I always stop the scene running in my head. I can’t keep writing because I feel sick and clammy and the tears make it hard to see. I need to finish this story because maybe it could have a happy ending.

Austen was eventually revived. The nurses said he was without oxygen for twenty minutes. I think it was longer because no one came to my room to tell me anything and I was very hoarse from wailing. He was transported by ambulance to New England Medical Center, (also known at the time as The Floating Hospital for historical Boston reasons), where he was stabilized from the seizures and put under oxygen. Once again I had a baby hooked up to wires and tubes, but there was no excitement this time. He had suffered serious brain damage and on the third day of his stay in the NICU. I was asked to sit down with the doctors who had been following him.

The Diagnosis: Multiple Acyl CoA Dehydrogenase Deficiency (MADD)

Dr. A, the metabolic doctor who had been spending a lot of time with him, told me that he had a serious genetic defect. She called it Glutaric Acidemia type II or otherwise known as Multiple Acyl CoA Dehydrogenase Deficiency (MADD). She told me that it was a fatal disease and explained that he could not metabolize fats or proteins. She said that no other child born with this disease had lived for longer than six to eight months. She was patient with me when I cried. She said that she wanted to send a muscle fibroblast to a doctor in Iowa who would confirm the disease. She said that he could be brought home once he was taken off the tube feeding him through his nose and suck on his own. He should be given the best life possible in the next few months. It was “best not to resuscitate” should he stop breathing again, because of all the damage that he had already sustained. He was not to drink breast milk, too much fat and protein, so he needed a special formula.

The Power of a Mom Fighting for Her Child

Up to this point, I was in shock and depressed and felt very alone and defeated. But as I spent days with him watching as he came out of his long sleep and when he finally looked up at me and took formula from a bottle, something changed in my attitude. On the day we were told we could go home I became an angry, assertive woman, a person I had never been in my whole life. I demanded an apnea monitor to have at home in case he stopped breathing. I insisted that I would breastfeed him and I didn’t want the formula. After all if he was to be given the best life in six quick months, shouldn’t he be allowed to breastfeed?

He went home and I pumped and he learned how to nurse. I got in touch with the FOO (Fatty Oxidation Disorder) Family Support Group and the Organic Acidemia Support group and got a home computer. Austen grew. He gained weight and I became more determined not to let the diagnosis defeat us. We got the confirmation from the fibroblast that he had “2% of controls… as low as enzymes get.” It was a mitochondrial disease and there was no cure except to continue with the carnitine and B2 supplements that were supposed to sustain him.

I read Dr. Andrew Weil’s book, “Spontaneous Healing” and was particularly affected by the chapter that addressed malfunctions in DNA. He says that it can be reversed through diet especially by ingesting natural enzymes. I changed my diet radically after going to see a naturopathic doctor who put me on a meat-free, dairy-free diet which included mostly raw fruits and vegetables and whole grains, (both Austen and myself still follow this diet). I didn’t stop there, I sought out a Native American shaman, a Catholic priest who was a faith healer, a chiropractor… and a second opinion from another metabolic doctor.

A New Doctor and New Hope

From the first time I met Dr.K , I knew that we would be in good hands. He believed in treating Austen the individual, not the disease. His approach was much more hopeful and that is what I needed to keep going, especially since I was a single parent at this point. He marveled at his weight gain and cognitive abilities. He was delayed but he seemed to be progressing. The one concern was that his head circumference had come to a halt. Dr. K prescribed CoQ10 and in the next few months after starting it, his little head started growing again. Although he is still considered to be microcephalic.

When we started with solid foods each meal was traumatic, because he would throw it up from reflux. I had to clean up the mess and start all over again. I knew if he didn’t eat we would end up in the ER. He came to recognize that he had no choice in this food business, he had to keep it down!

I weaned him very gradually off of the barbiturates that he had to take for seizures and he has never had another one since. Ear1y on I recognized that Austen had a severe visual impairment and hooking up with Perkins School for the Blind got us involved with the infant toddler program, preschool, the ‘Lower School’ and last June he graduated to the ‘Secondary Program’. Social skills, PT, OT, sensory integration, mobility, music therapy, gym, arts, swimming and of course academics are only part of the total program. We had a skilled health care clinic on the grounds and were very lucky to live so close to the school and be part of this wonderful community.

Surviving Genetic Errors of Metabolism Through Diet

Today, at almost 22 years old, he is of normal height and weight, a handsome devil who is devoted to his older siblings, Nathan, Sasha and Taylor, and his loving stepfather, Joe. It has not been an easy road. We have had many bumps and starts. He stopped sleeping, (night and day) at about age three. Several trips to the ER after a vomiting bouts, severe sinusitis and airborne allergies, incontinence still to this day, but we persisted.

He has many food allergies which have been hard to decipher since he can’t really tell us ‘where it hurts’ and displays his discomfort through tantrums or negative behavior. Although once we got the nuts, legumes and lentils, etc., out of his diet, we have seen much less confusion and better spirits. The change in diet and recognizing that his behavior was on the autistic spectrum, (and getting the diagnosis of Asperger’s syndrome), has afforded me with much more knowledge of how to help my son deal with this world that he doesn’t really understand, and help others to understand his world. He is about to graduate from the Guild School for Human Behaviors where he has learned so much about how to express himself and keep his meltdowns to a minimum.

I feel strongly that the choices I have made for my son have been the right ones, but I could not have done it without the help of all the wonderful people I have met along the way, who now share a part of Austen’s world. Without them, I might not have made some of the connections that have made such a big difference in the quality of my son’s life. I cannot stress enough how important diet has been. The physicians in the NICU suggested that he would not live beyond 6 months and that we should not resuscitate should he stop breathing. I ignored them and with diet and persistence, he has lived and we have loved him for 22 years.

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DES was Given to My Mom as a Vitamin

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I was exposed to DES before I was born. My mother was given the medicine while she lived in a Catholic maternity home in NYC in 1967. They told her it was a necessary vitamin, even though she did not have any issues with her pregnancy. Nobody told her what DES would do to me, her unborn baby. At the time of my birth, and towards the latter part of her pregnancy, she thought it was odd that her breasts didn’t swell and that did she produce milk. Nobody gave her an explanation. After suffering from postpartum depression, she was told they found adoptive parents for me. She was shattered and became even more depressed for years to come.

A DES Daughter

At 18, I noticed I didn’t have a menstrual cycle. I was brought to a gynecologist. She tried to complete an examination on my organs. I had to fight her off, since it was too painful. I was sent to a specialist in NYC who determined my birth defect. He completed an MRI, which at time (1987), showed an underdeveloped uterus. My fallopian tubes and ovaries appeared normal, but my vagina was smaller. I was told at age 19, if I chose to have children, it would have to be done through a gestational surrogate. This was shattering and I became depressed for many years. I had such a difficult time fitting in with peers. I felt so different like nobody could relate to me. I must be some kind of freak.

Believe it or not, I actually married. The man I married accepted me. He knew for many years of my DES exposure. He loved me unconditionally. Unlike many married couples who experience infertility after marriage, my husband already knew what he was getting into. One gift to come out of this horror for me, I found true love.

The Consequences of DES

The years progressed and medical science improved. In 2003, I underwent a laparoscopy which gave a more definitive diagnosis. It was the same as above, except they used term “floating uterus” and it was determined that I do not have a cervix. Again, I revisited that part of myself that felt like a freak, but I learned to accept my diagnosis.

It was medically determined that I was exposed to DES before I was born. I learned what made me feel like a freak was called a DES injury. I also learned that other women and even men were exposed to DES before they were born too. When I met my mother, we pieced together this tragedy, and it has been very painful for both of us. The DES injury will never come between my love for my mother. It was never an issue that drew us apart. Maybe this pain drew us closer. I prayed my whole life, I prayed, “Lord, if you can’t give me my own child, could you please give me the gift of meeting my mother.” The Lord granted me this gift.

In terms of my health, it has been good. The only medical issue I have is hypothyroidism. I never had my eggs frozen, but I still live with the fantasy that I will one day give birth. I will never part with that fantasy, and if someone out there thinks I am a freak for never giving up on that dream, it doesn’t hurt me anymore, because nobody is a freak for dreaming.

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This article was published originally on Hormones Matter in September 2013.

Assisted Reproductive Technologies, Birth Defects and Epigenetics

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Assisted reproductive technologies (ART) have grown in popularity and success over the recent decade. According to the CDC, in 2011 there were 61,610 babies born via ART, representing 1% of the US newborn population, nearly doubling ART use in just one decade. ART can be a blessing for the nearly 6% of US couples struggling with fertility issues. In the 30 years since ART began, there have been over 3.5 million children conceived using ART, many of whom are now adults of reproductive age. One wonders, what long-term, transgenerational effects might exist from ART; will those conceived via an assisted reproductive technology, also require reproductive assistance? Are the rates of cancer, especially reproductive cancers and hormone dependent cancers known to be epigenetic in nature, increased? Each of these questions remains to be addressed fully, but here is what is known so far.

The Basics – What is ART?

Assisted reproductive technologies refer to the techniques used to bring sperm and egg together in order to achieve pregnancy. The methods of assisted reproductive technologies include: in vitro fertilization – embryo transfer (IVF-ET), gamete intrafallopian transfer (GIFT), zygote intra-fallopian transfer (ZIFT), and frozen embryo transfer (FET). By far the most common is IVF- ET with fully 99% of couples using this method of assisted reproductive technology. IVF begins with intense hormone treatment to stimulate maternal oocyte production. Those eggs are removed and fertilized with the donor or partner’s sperm.  In most cases, eggs and sperm are placed in a petri dish and allowed to mix freely. In some cases, additional manipulation is required and the sperm is injected into the egg. This is called intracytoplasmic sperm injection or ICSI. IVF plus ICSI appears to account for a large subset of the birth defects associated with IVF.

Early Indicators of Birth Defects with Assisted Reproductive Technologies

A 2007 study of California couples found that children conceived using ART, especially those conceived with ICSI, had a 35% increase in risk for birth defects compared to those conceived naturally. Most common among them were eye abnormalities, heart defects and malformations of the genitourinary tract. Other studies have linked ART to an increased risk major structural malformations of the heart, cleft lip and palate, esophogeal atresia (the esophogus dead-ends in a pouch rather than into the stomach where it should be) and anorecto atresia – (a malformed anal opening).

Among the few studies addressing birth defects and developmental anomalies post infancy, a Chinese study found an increase in observed birth defects in ART males as time progressed, compared to females and compared to those observed at birth. In fact the rate of observed birth defects doubled over the course of the 3 years. Similarly, a study looking at one year olds conceived via ART found a doubling of the rate of multiple major birth defects including chromosomal and musculoskeletal defects.

Long Term Consequences of ART

Studies looking at longer-term difficulties, whether health or developmentally related are few and have had mixed results, always ending with the caveat that it is unclear whether the assisted reproductive technology or the original infertility itself was to blame for the defect. There does seem to be a near doubling of the risk of some rare cancers children conceived via ART, but again the data sets are small and the risk of theses cancers in general is low.

A more recent study compared cardiac function between children and young adults conceived naturally versus those conceived with ART. What they found was striking. The apparently healthy individuals with no visible malformations who were conceived by ART had significant decreases in cardiac and pulmonary functioning by a number of parameters. There was marked vascular dysfunction of the systemic and pulmonary circulation, to which the authors of the study suggest may lead to premature cardiac morbidity at a rate similar to rates seen in type 1 diabetes.

ART and Imprinting Errors

A number of ART epigenetic studies published have assessed the risk or rate of what are called imprinting errors. Imprinting errors occur when genes are incorrectly silenced. A individual normally gets one active imprinted gene, either from mom or dad. When errors occur, they may get two active or two inactive copies. Children born from assisted reproductive technologies have an increased risk of imprinting errors compared to the rest of the population. The common conditions that arise include:

As with the some of the other birth defects observed with ART, those using ICSI – the forcible injection of the sperm into the egg, seem to proffer higher risks and seem to affect males more than females (or perhaps, as is the case with most research, it is the male offspring that are studied more frequently). Of note, the combination of ICSI and environmental endocrine disrupting chemical exposures is linked to trends in demasculization and potential sterility.

Epigenetics and Assisted Reproductive Technologies

Thus far the notion of epigenetic changes in children conceived via assisted reproductive technologies has been limited to research on the aforementioned imprinting errors, also called epimutations. Research on the broader consequences ART, particularly in general health and reproductive health is lacking. The exposure to hyper hormonal states common in many assisted reproductive technologies has the possibility of disrupting critical hormone pathways across the lifespan of the offspring and may impact his/her reproductive health in subtle, and not so subtle, ways. Some effects may not appear until much later in life and certainly there is the possibility of transgenerational changes as those observed with DES, dexamethasone and other hormone exposures during embryonic and fetal development. Additionally, as evidenced by the study on cardiac-pulmonary function, it is conceivable that many of the epigenetic effects will be functional in nature versus more obvious structural malformations. However, because ART bypasses the natural buffers in human reproduction that might have otherwise selected out for specific traits, it is difficult to disentangle native ‘deficits’ – those of the mom and dad – versus those directly linked to the procedure itself. Only time will tell what the effects of ART are on the health and functioning of subsequent generations.

Dexamethasone During Pregnancy Increases Ovarian Germ Cell Death

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Dexamethasone or DEX, the synthetic corticosteroid that mimics the anti-inflammatory and immunosuppressant effects of endogenous cortisol, has been given to pregnant women who are at risk of delivering a child with congenital adrenal hyperplasia (CAH) for almost 30 years, despite the fact there are no data indicating either its safety or efficacy, and one study from Sweden suggesting such a high risk of adverse events and long term consequences, that the study was halted and the use of the drug was banned.

Similarly without evidence, physicians who specialize in vitro fertilization (IVF) are using DEX to prevent miscarriage. There is only one small and recent study suggesting that DEX may augment ovarian response and increase follicle production for egg retrieval. There are no studies showing improvement in fertilization, implantation or pregnancy rates, or even data showing it prevents miscarriage, its supposed purpose. Indeed, IVF physicians have embraced the myth of this miracle hormone, on perhaps no more than medical hunch.

Dexamethasone and Ovarian Germ Cells

A recently published study looked at the impact of in vitro – organ culture – exposure of fetal ovaries (obtained from recent abortions), and ovary germ cell development. What they found was Dexamethasone Induces Germ Cell Apoptosis in the Human Fetal Ovary. Remember germ cells are those that are handed down at birth from our parents that contain the genetic materials needed to form ovarian follicles (eggs) for women, sperm cells for men. We know that dexamethasone impairs genital development in males, but this is the first study to look at DEX and females – and they went right to the source, germ cell development.

Typically germs cells divide in a logical sequence that eventually results in oocytes or eggs for women or sperm cells for men. In some women and men, the cell division progresses unconventionally, as a result of epigenetic factors including the health and environmental exposures of our parents, even our grandparents. In utero exposures to medications, such as DEX, vaccines and other toxins can cause errors in germ cells. Germ cell division is very highly environmentally influenced and as such, it is not a big leap to think that fetal exposure to synthetic hormones such as DEX during germ cell division – weeks 6-20 of pregnancy, would have an impact on ovarian health. Indeed, it does.

Researchers found that when the fetal ovaries were exposed to dexamethasone in culture for only two weeks, the rate of germ cell death increased, the density or total number of germ cells decreased, as did the expression of one of the genes associated with germ cell survival. This was with only two weeks of exposure. In most cases, women at risk of having a baby with CAH are given dexamethasone continuously from nine weeks through the first trimester. Those pursuing IVF are given DEX preconception through the first 10 weeks of pregnancy, though at a reduced dose compared to CAH. In both cases, fetal exposure to dexamethasone is chronic, during the most critical period of reproductive organ development and germ cell division, a fact that seems to be missed with the purveyors of this drug.

What Happens When We Alter Germ Cell Development?

While there may be limited adverse effects in the moms given dexamethasone, their offspring and potentially even their grandchildren may have varying levels of altered reproductive and sexual development, including changes in the structure and function of the reproductive organs, but also, in the brain chemistry that supports gender identity. We don’t know, however, because there have been so few studies and so little recognition of the potential dangers associated with prenatal dexamethasone, or even with prenatal hormone exposures in general.

In male rodents, exposed to dexamethasone in utero, there are significant problems: reduced penis size, malformed genito-urinary tracts, undescended or malformed testicles and even testicular germ cell cancer. Until this publication, females, animal or human, had not been studied. The fact that they observed germ cell errors, leads one to speculate that later in life, perhaps similar to the DES daughters and granddaughters, these women too will experience the congenital uterine malformations and the complement of reproductive diseases, that include various cancers. At the very least, because of the increased rate of germ cell apoptosis – cell death – observed in the present study, the researchers speculate in utero exposure to dexamethasone will elicit a higher and earlier rate of premature ovarian failure in the offspring.

What becomes abundantly clear is that we ought to stop dosing pregnant women with drugs, especially those hormonal in nature, when we have no data supporting safety or efficacy. We ought to recognize that these substances cross the placental barrier and will affect fetal development. Given medical history over the last 70 years from DES, thalidomide and now, DEX, it is clear any changes in medical practice must be initiated by women themselves. There seems no impetus from medical science to investigate before medicating pregnant women.

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She Was Given DES and My Story Begins

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My story is not special other than it is my story. My mother, a Navy wife, got pregnant with her first child on her honeymoon. Nine months later a healthy baby girl was born. Over the next six years she suffered miscarriage after miscarriage in an attempt to expand her family. Finally, late in 1954 she learned that she was once again pregnant. The doctors told her that there was a wonderful medication available to help support the pregnancy. She was given diethylstilbestrol (DES) and my story begins.

The Early Realities of DES

My childhood and youth were not very eventful. As an adolescent, I had very painful periods, though still not outside the norm. When I was 19 years old in 1974 my mother read an article in a woman’s magazine about DES, and the daughters who were now having health concerns do to DES exposure. Recognizing that she had taken DES during her pregnancy with me, she told me that I should be evaluated by a physician. Up until then I had never had a PAP test or any pelvic exam. I was young, modest, and naive.  My innocence was gone in the sterile clinical exam room. Medical history taken, laying down on the hard table, feet in the stirrups I was poked, prodded, and then scraped for samples of cervical cells. Then the doctor asked for the colposcopy equipment to be brought in. Wheeled into the room, my insides were stained, and then magnified. Finally, when the abnormalities were found, the camera attached to the colposcopy machine documented the DES damage. I was now a DES Daughter.

These exams now became an every 6-month ritual as I was told “you will get cancer, it isn’t a matter of if, but when.”  They wanted to catch the cancer (Clear Cell Carcinoma) the moment it turned. After a few years though with no changes they had started relaxing their prognosis. I was allowed to go in for these exams once a year. Still cautious, but more optimistic, I starting living my life as a young woman. I dated, fell in love and got married.

Starting a Family as a DES Daughter

When my husband and I decided to start our family, I had been given no warnings about the potential issues with pregnancy combined with my DES exposure.  My fertility was good, I got pregnant right away. The pregnancy also went smoothly until the 22nd week of gestation. I was feeling nothing different, enjoying the growing baby I was carrying. Without warning my water broke. Quickly I called my Ob/Gyn who dismissed my experience. “Perhaps you just lost bladder control, not unusual.”  I knew it was not an issue of bladder control, so I went in to his offices. It was the lunch hour, the offices were quiet and the staffing short. I was taken back to an exam room and waited. I waited a long time, and finally, the dismissive doctor came in to examine me.  He tested my discharge and his affect changed at once. He called over to the hospital and had me admitted at once.

DES Exposure Claims its First Victim

I was observed for several days, with no changes. Finally contractions started, and at 22 weeks I delivered a nearly one pound baby boy. He died during the delivery. The DES exposure had taken its first victim.

DES Exposure Claims its Second Victim

A few months later, back in the sterile exam rooms for more testing, I was found to have a very incompetent cervix. I was told that I would be considered a high risk pregnancy from then on, though they felt there were options to help me carry a baby to term. With the blessing of the doctors I became pregnant again, and this time a cerclage was placed in my cervix to help support the pregnancy.  When the doctor came in to see me just after the cerclage was placed, his face was long.  “Your cervix is very weak. You are only 11 weeks pregnant, but already you are totally effaced and starting to dilate. You will need to be on total bed rest, and make the pregnancy last as long as you can.”

With that I was sent home and spent the next 12 weeks in bed.  At 23 weeks I started spotting and having contractions. I was taken to the hospital where they tried to stop the labor, but could not.  I delivered my second child,  a son who was 1 lb 8oz. with paper thin skin. I could fit my wedding ring over his hand and up his arm.  We were told to expect him to die within an hour of birth due to his prematurity, but he didn’t. He lived an hour, then two then four. Finally they decided to transfer him to a NICU unit in a larger city about 2 hours away by car.  I was alone on the maternity floor, mothers nursing babies, walking the halls calming fussy babies, and my child was a fragile package whisked out of my sight, and off to another hospital far away. Tyler lived for 10 days. He fought hard for life, that one and a half pound baby boy. In the end, death won, and DES had taken its second victim.

We Tried Again and Succeeded

I took a few years off from trying to start a family. I had grieving to do..and healing.  I finally went up to the Medical school where I was first diagnosed as DES exposed and put myself in their care. There was one surgery they thought could offer me hope of having a child. It was a rare experimental surgery called a “Trans abdominal cerclage”.  The procedure was so rare that they asked to film the surgery because there would be medical students who would not see a case like mine during their education. I agreed.  So, I once again became pregnant, and at 11 weeks of pregnancy, I went back to the medical school and had the trans abdominal cerclage placed. Because of my medical history I was told to go to bed again and make the pregnancy last as long as I could. This procedure was a good fix. I carried my third child to term.  Four years later I put myself in their care and had my last child, again at term. These two children are now young women. I feel blessed for the good medicine that allowed me to have these children.

I Am a DES Daughter

DES did not stop with my body, or my children’s lives.  My mother has been diagnosed with breast cancer, something that her DES exposure has put her at risk for. She has had treatment and it looks as though DES will not get to claim her as yet another victim.

My innocence was taken by DES. My first two children died due to DES. My mother has suffered due to DES.  I do not consider myself a victim of DES, however, I am a DES Daughter.